We will walk together hand in hand and side by side leaving no one behind. Whether our paths are on different roads to different destinations we’ll keep walking forward and only look back to cherish the memories that we will add on to. #classof2014 #rpfromfblol #magirls #May312014 #whomp

We will walk together hand in hand and side by side leaving no one behind. Whether our paths are on different roads to different destinations we’ll keep walking forward and only look back to cherish the memories that we will add on to. #classof2014 #rpfromfblol #magirls #May312014 #whomp

Class of 2014

I am the first in the family to graduate.
I think that should mean something to you. Regardless of whatever happened we should be able to drop it and be okay with each other cause that’s what family does we forgive and forget not forgive and use against. Why can’t you cope with what I’m going through and stay by my side rather than add to the flame. I just don’t understand why you can’t let it go and make up with me. Things has been bad for 6 months now. Half a year and I spoke to you only about 3 times. That is not what any child has to go through. I was wrong but you weren’t right either. So can’t we call It a quits and laugh together? you’re stressing and asking me to understand you? What about me? Aren’t I human too. Aren’t these my feelings. Isn’t this my heart? Shouldn’t I be able to feel too? Am I not going through stress? 2 days left and I am graduating. I am accomplishing something that I have fought against for 4 years and yet I feel absolutely nothing. This isn’t right. I should feel excitement, anxiety or happy but, nope nothing. I guess that’s life. Shit happens. Things go down. it just hurts a bit that you won’t see me take a new step into the next chapter of my life and you won’t let me do shit about it.

There was an event at my school called EVERY 15 MINUTES for the past two days. Why? Because Every 15 minutes someone is killed or seriously injured in an alcoholic incident. This experience was amazing. I was one of the students who was announced dead to the school and to family members and got to act to show the seniors & juniors a real scene with REAL cars and students like us, blood, ambulance, mortgage, cops, everything felt so real. You really don’t know what can happen after you drink and drive. Even though you’ve done it before and have survived you don’t know if the next minute you can lose control of your car or maybe you get hit by someone that was drinking and driving. Over the past two days being dead I have heard so many stories and and have met victims who was hurt by incidents like these. Having to write my own tombstone, write my parents a goodbye death letter, to reading my moms letter that she wrote to me after I died to spending the past two days with remarkable peers learning how we as leaders help our friends and family. At the assembly today after I read my death note to the whole senior and junior class it was eye opening that many people did cry as I read it and so many people coming up to me to hug me, saying I love you, telling me that they missed me and would be stunned if I really died and going home to my mom after not seeing her for two days and saying “hi mom, can you hug me mom” never felt better. I don’t even remember the last time I hugged my mom but today was a good hug. It was like she really lost me and could never say anything to me again. I advise all of you who actually took the time to read this to protect your loved ones, have a sober person drive. Because you just never know from one minute to the other. Things happen so fast that just a blink of an eye, someone could be lying dead in front of you. ❤️

There was an event at my school called EVERY 15 MINUTES for the past two days. Why? Because Every 15 minutes someone is killed or seriously injured in an alcoholic incident. This experience was amazing. I was one of the students who was announced dead to the school and to family members and got to act to show the seniors & juniors a real scene with REAL cars and students like us, blood, ambulance, mortgage, cops, everything felt so real. You really don’t know what can happen after you drink and drive. Even though you’ve done it before and have survived you don’t know if the next minute you can lose control of your car or maybe you get hit by someone that was drinking and driving. Over the past two days being dead I have heard so many stories and and have met victims who was hurt by incidents like these. Having to write my own tombstone, write my parents a goodbye death letter, to reading my moms letter that she wrote to me after I died to spending the past two days with remarkable peers learning how we as leaders help our friends and family. At the assembly today after I read my death note to the whole senior and junior class it was eye opening that many people did cry as I read it and so many people coming up to me to hug me, saying I love you, telling me that they missed me and would be stunned if I really died and going home to my mom after not seeing her for two days and saying “hi mom, can you hug me mom” never felt better. I don’t even remember the last time I hugged my mom but today was a good hug. It was like she really lost me and could never say anything to me again. I advise all of you who actually took the time to read this to protect your loved ones, have a sober person drive. Because you just never know from one minute to the other. Things happen so fast that just a blink of an eye, someone could be lying dead in front of you. ❤️

How I see my face expression:
“Oh! That seems interesting buhh… 
Did I even ask you? ✋ ” 😂
#transformationtuesday

How I see my face expression:
“Oh! That seems interesting buhh…
Did I even ask you? ✋ ” 😂
#transformationtuesday

Liking you and trying to court you is like climbing up a flight of stairs. First time seeing how many stairs I have to climb I might hesitate because I’ll feel like I won’t make it. I can either walk away to regret not trying how far I’ll get or I can see if climbing those stairs were worth the run. However I must consider, once I start climbing those stairs after I lift my feet off one step and on to the next, the step disappears and I can’t turn back, what will I do? And although even when I’ve got enough energy to climb to one of the highest level, if your not cooperating then the harder I’ll fall. So don’t lead me on to the first step of the stairs if you’re not going to hold my hand and guide me til we climb together to see a beautiful view on the rooftop. I’d rather you tell me straight up before I start trying and develop feelings than have my effort put to waste and my feelings shattered. Dont give me little signs if all you’re doing is playing. A person can have only so much to give, it’s not fair for you to play around.

You

It’s been two years since I’ve known you and it’s been two years since I’ve had these on and off crushes on you. There would be times where you just disappear and the feelings fade but when I see you again, I fall for you all over again. The way you move, the way you talk, your voice, those eyes and that smile. You have me at hello, every time. Just being in the same room as you I can’t help but want to look at you. Youre sitting across the room on your laptop with earphones on. You then take a quick break by just looking around the room and we catch each other’s eyes then you just crack a soft smile at me. You makes my heart skip beats. I want to know what you’re doing, how your day went, have you eaten yet, are you feeling better today? I just want to know you. Possibly take care of you. But I can’t. Nope. Cause you’re just going to disappear again.

1. Kiss like you mean it.
2. Remember their birthday, every year.
3. Make them feel special, even on a monday night with a forecast of rain.
4. Befriend their Mom, she will tell you stories that no one else can.
5. Order each other food at restaurants, just to try something new.
6. Shower together, you may learn to love your body, by seeing the desire and passion in your partners eyes.
7. Leave notes when you go out for the day, it will make you feel safe.
8. Watch the Breakfast Club, and pump up your fist in the end, even if it only happens once.
9. Care for each other when sick, soup is the easiest thing to make.
10. Make chocolate covered strawberries in summer simply because you can.
11. Go fishing with their Dad, and listen to what he has to say, even if he may have trouble saying it.
12. Give each other little presents, even if its just a rose on friday the 13th.
13. Get angry, but forgive.
14. Love, love with all you’ve got.

14 things to remember in a relationship (via imnotchaste)] (via people-always-leave)

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He asked me why I had trust issues.

I replied “because of guys like you.”

She might be annoying, stubborn, a snitch, a crybaby, and every other thing that bothers me but regardless of what she does at the end of the day I could never stay mad at her because my love for her is too strong. Happy 8th birthday to one of my beautiful sister, Annberlie S. Sou #thebabygirl #the4thchild #repostshelikedthisonebetter #spoiled

She might be annoying, stubborn, a snitch, a crybaby, and every other thing that bothers me but regardless of what she does at the end of the day I could never stay mad at her because my love for her is too strong. Happy 8th birthday to one of my beautiful sister, Annberlie S. Sou #thebabygirl #the4thchild #repostshelikedthisonebetter #spoiled

sillieme:

My version of flirting is looking at someone I find attractive multiple times and hoping they’re more brave than I am.

STORY OF MY LIFE.

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Hesitation

It happens all the time. We would want to do something but the fear of us not getting what we want, the way we want it causes us to hesitate and in the end what happens? Our time has become shorter. After we hesitate and find out if we would have done what we wanted too and the person would have done it back. Damn… What’s the point of saying, “If I would have known that you wanted me too. I would have grabbed and held your hands sooner. I would have hugged you earlier. I should have made you someone special in my life or at least I would have tried too.” WHEN ITS TOO LATE?

Over the years I have hesitated and lost many chances. I still do, we all do. All we have to do is notice the little signs they give us. Now I’d rather take a chance and find out what can happen over not doing anything and regretting after we know what could have happened but never happened.

Options

I have been told to not talk to a guy because he talks to girls one after another. I have been told someone has told a guy to not talk to me because I talk to guys one after another. First thing that come into our mind is yes we shouldn’t talk to that person. We don’t ask why that person talks to many people and we don’t try to understand their position because we have already assumed that person is a “playa.”

Have you considered he has been deeply hurt and by him talking to these girls he is actually in search for that spark again? Have you considered by her talking to these guys she’s trying to start over and giving herself a new hope, one that might be better than the one guy before? No we don’t think about that. We instantly conclude that the guy is a manwhore and the girl is a slut. What I’m trying to say is regardless of how many people we come across talking with it shouldn’t matter and no one should get labeled for wanting something special. Obviously the talking stage did not go well because if it did it would have became “official.” It isn’t right for a person to talk to many people at once but just consider that they might be looking for something they haven’t found.